I honestly need a break from everything. I can’t keep doing this to myself to the point where I would end up questioning everything. Gotta get my shit straight without it leading up to any negative thoughts. 

If only I could be straight up and say all these things of how I really felt.

I honestly need a break from everything. I don’t know what’s going on anymore and I just needa think things out more carefully to the point where I could understand all these problems.

It seems like it’s happening all over again. That’s why I try not to expect too much or anything of that, yknow? It’s not that I’m confused, it’s what’s happening. 

I can always tell people to keep their head up and to stay positive but I could never do that.